“God, I’m doing everything they say a good Christian should do, but I still
don’t feel closer to you.”
It’s been seventeen years since I lay sobbing on the floor of my apartment, begging
God for answers. Today, I wouldn’t trade my relationship with God for anything. In
fact, I’d wish my relationship with him on everyone!
Hope began with grasping an important distinction between two operating systems-
one Old and one New. Once I saw the doorway to the New, all I had to do was walk
through.
What was on the other side was life changing.